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  #1  
February 25th, 2013, 08:18 AM
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after several days of intermittent spotting, this morning I woke up bleeding heavily cramping horribly, and a HPT registered as barely positive. i'm hurting both physically and emotionally even though I have been expecting it.

i'm taking some time away from the board for a day or two. i just need to hide until I can start to figure out how to function again.

thank you all for your support. it means the world to me. i'll be back in a few days to cheer you all on and watch your pregnancies. please if you do respond, don't hide your siggies- even though it hurts right now to see them, in a few days they will remind me once again why I should have hope and keep going.
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RPL and Genetic Tests came back 100% normal | Endo, PCOS, severe MFI
Multiple early losses between 3 and 8 weeks.

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RE Appt #1- 8/22/2017- doctor swears I don't have PCOS or RPL, go VEGAN to cure all
RE Appt #2- 8/24/2017- sono shows clear cysts, high afc, all bloodwork comes back PCOS typical

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February 25th, 2013, 08:23 AM
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Oh Jen, I'm so incredibly sorry. I can't even imagine what you must feel right now. This just isn't fair!!! I don't even have words for it.
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February 25th, 2013, 08:23 AM
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Oh Jen, I'm so sorry!

I wish I had the words to make you feel better! Just know that though I do not post on this board all that often, you have been so inspirational! Sending lots of :hugs: and T&Ps your way.

And don't feel badly about leaving your board. I'm the co-host of ttc #1 and I had to leave my board last week after failed IVF. I'm just trying to get back to co-hosting today.
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Me (33)-LP on the short side, but no other abnormalities
DH (37)-slightly subfertile morphology and motility


Natural cycles-August 2011-July 2012
August 2012-October 2012 clomid and progesterone
November 2012-IUI
December 2012, cysts from IUI, on bcp

January 2013-February 2013, long protocol IVF
15 eggs retrieved, 11 mature, 7 fertilized with ICSI
All 7 made it to 5 day transfer, 2 were transferred
Only 1 frozen snowbaby
1st IVF


May 10, 2013, lap sx, Stage 1 endo

June 2013 - MA Round 2
Femara + hcg shot
IUI # 2


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February 25th, 2013, 08:25 AM
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NO!! It's not fair at all!!! I wish I could say anything that would help. Please take your time to heal and please take very good care of yourself. I'm so so sorry Jen.
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TTC with PCOS for 5 very long years. Annovulatory cycles. Multiple doctors. Different meds. One horrible loss. And then one wonderful success, born 2/18/14.

I never knew until that moment how badly it could hurt to lose something you never really had. - Missed Miscarriage at 10 weeks - 3/26/13

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February 25th, 2013, 08:26 AM
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Oh Jen, I'm so very sorry. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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February 25th, 2013, 08:33 AM
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oh god Jen this just breaks my heart, i am so sad right now...i wish our love & wishes could fix this for you, I am so terribly sorry that you are going through this again...unfair doesn't even cover it, i am so upset that this even happens once much less more than once, and you've already suffered more than anyone We're here when you're ready to come back...sending you tons of positive, healing thoughts (((((HUGS)))))
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February 25th, 2013, 08:37 AM
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Crap. Crap crap crap. I'm so, so sorry, Jen. I wish there was something I could do or say that would help. I am sending you lots of hugs and praying that they physical pain will be over soon so you have at least one less thing to deal with.
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February 25th, 2013, 08:39 AM
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I am so so so sorry Jen!!!
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February 25th, 2013, 08:54 AM
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Oh Jen, I'm so sorry. Take all the time you need. Take some te for yourself. I will be praying for you.
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February 25th, 2013, 09:16 AM
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God bless you, Jen! I'm so sorry that this happened. I'm praying for your healing.
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February 25th, 2013, 09:26 AM
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So terribly sorry Jen. I wish you comfort in your time of need.
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February 25th, 2013, 09:30 AM
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I will say a prayer for you Jenn!! That is so hard! I'm terribly sorry!!
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February 25th, 2013, 10:02 AM
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I am so sorry. I can't even think of what to say because I just know how much you are hurting right now and nothing can really help that. Im just so sorry this happened to you again and I can't wrap my head around why things like this happen to good people.
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February 25th, 2013, 10:12 AM
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I know I don't come here much anymore but I'm so sorry Jen. I'll be praying for you that this is your year for a rainbow baby.
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February 25th, 2013, 11:50 AM
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Jen - I don't have the words to tell you how heartbroken I am for you. Sending you hugs. We love you! Take the time you need to heal. We're here for you!
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February 25th, 2013, 12:38 PM
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I'm so sorry, you and your DH are in my thoughts and prayers.
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February 25th, 2013, 12:48 PM
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Oh NO I am SO, SO, SO VERY SORRy Wish I had the right words to make this better. Praying HARD for your comfort <3 ((HUGE HUGS))
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February 25th, 2013, 12:52 PM
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I'm so sorry Jen... I just don't understand..... *sigh*

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February 25th, 2013, 12:53 PM
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Oh my gosh - this is not what I was expecting or wanting to log on and see. Best wishes for you and DH to recover yet again. I don't know why this keeps happening to you. I am so sorry jen.
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Cycles 1-6 = BFN
Cycle 7 SA results abnormal morphology 2%, 50 mg clomid = BFN
Cycle 8 sonogram normal 50 mg clomid + trigger = BFN
Cycle 9 SA results abnormal morphology and motility. Count 200 mill, 100mg clomid + trigger = BFN
Cycle 10 natural = BFN
Cycle 11 hsg tubes clear, natural + trigger+IUI = BFN
Cycle 12 repronex + trigger + 2 IUI = BFN
Cycle 13 natural ovaries to stimulated for more meds = BFN
Cycle 14-22 natural cycle with Acupuncture and planning ivf/icsi/DE = ALL BFN
Cycle 23 Clomid 50 mg & Progesterone = BFN
Cycle 24 Natural = BFN
Cycle 25 BCP, SA result 7% morphology = BFN
Cycle 26 BCP and Lupron preparing for IVF
Cycle 27 IVF Acupuncture, DE Retrieval April 7, Transfer April 12 =
7 eggs retrieved, 3 fertilized, 2 transferred - zero snow babies
BETA # 1 16DPO or 11dp5dt = 569
BETA # 2 19 DPO or 14dp5dt = 1078
BETA # 3 22DPO or 17dp5dt = 2414 TWINS!
BETA # 4 30DPO or 25dp5dt = 12,685 6weeks 3days 2 heartbeats! 114 & 116
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February 25th, 2013, 01:17 PM
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NO!!!! WHY?!!!

Life is SO unfair sometimes!

Sending thoughts and prayers your way Jen.
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