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ShannonMVT September 20th, 2008 12:01 PM

Yesterday marks one year since I lost my first baby. I would have posted then but I was battling a nasty computer virus.

I don't even know what to say other than it still hurts. It's different and not as all consuming, but it's still with me.

I put flowers at his memorial spot and that helped. It just makes me so sad to look at his ultrasound pictures and know that he never had a chance. I just wish he had had a chance. I'm so grateful to be pregnant again, but this baby doesn't replace him. I wish I could have them both. I think I just need to let myself be sad about it for a little while. -_-


eribabe September 20th, 2008 01:33 PM

Aww hun. The flowers are beautiful. You do what you need to do. :dothug:

mom 2 haley & tyler September 20th, 2008 01:36 PM

I'm sorry you lost your Thomas, Shannon. It's okay to be sad. The flowers are beautiful.

*Pamela* September 20th, 2008 01:37 PM

I love your memorial. It's ok to be sad. The hurt never goes away. Take the time you need, the door is always open hun.

angelmomjen September 21st, 2008 06:13 AM

My thoughts are with you, the memorial is touching and the flowers are wonderful. I know the pain and its hard. Be sad, be whatever it takes. We are here if or when you need us.

dee68 September 21st, 2008 07:31 AM

it is a beautiful memorial..... :dothug: :dothug: :dothug: :dothug:

Wee3monkeys September 22nd, 2008 01:10 PM

Shannon, Thomas's memorial is beautiful!! I'm sorry I missed being here yesterday to give you my support during your difficult day. :dothug:

heatherrose415 September 23rd, 2008 10:36 AM

:dothug: sorry I am late.

The memorial is beautiful!!! definitely let yourself be sad, no matter how much time passes, we need to let ourselves be sad. no matter how many more babies we have, etc.... that sadness will always be there. I know my 1 yr angelversary was hard too. I was pregnant, but like you said, that never replaces our angel!!

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