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BeckyBozeman October 24th, 2011 06:13 PM

Cool Experience Today... XPosted
I love to have body work done. I've been going every other week because it makes me feel so good and helps keep me calm. I have two girls that I go to: one just does your everyday relaxation massage and she's great at it. The other does cranio-sacral and some energy work along with the massage. Right now I really prefer the second one because she's very intuitive and having her work on me seems to be as beneficial mentally as it is physically. I worked with her after my miscarriage in July and she helped me work through some anger and some leftover feelings.

Now I'm sure that some of you think that energy work is baloney. DF does. But I've had a lot of it in the past and I think that energy work from someone that's good is one of the best things ever. I have my first u/s on Thursday and then a week from that day is when my last baby passed away. So I'm getting progressively more nervous. And I'm having lots of backaches.

So today she was working on me, and I was on my back and she was doing some cranio-sacral work. She had one hand under my sacrum. And then she put her other hand on my lower abdomen. I had this huge flash of "there is something in there" followed immediately by the most incredible and overwhelming feeling of love. It was so intense that I started crying.

I've been floating ever since. I'm feeling so positive about this pregnancy right now, even with my nausea being pretty light. I'm planning my wedding too - it's happening February 19. So I'm just in love with the world right now! And I wanted to share with all of you lovely ladies!

LindseyE117 October 24th, 2011 06:30 PM

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That's awesome that you had a cool experience like that. I have just an overall good feeling about this pregnancy too. I did not have this with my losses. When I was praying the other night asking God to keep this baby safe, I just pictured huge hands coming down and holding my stomach and an overall "it's going to be ok" feeling. I hope that it is right! :) Oh, and GL on your u/s on Thursday. I should (hopefully) be getting one too that day.

AZsnowflake October 24th, 2011 06:41 PM

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That's cool!! I had reiki done once and it was so wierd because even though she NEVER touched me (hands just hovered over me), wherever her hands were that part of my body would get intensely warm. I had my eyes closed but every once in a while would open them real quick to see where she was and it was always where that warm feeling was!

missy123 October 24th, 2011 06:55 PM

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I smiled ear to ear the whole time reading your post! :D

melissalaw October 24th, 2011 06:58 PM

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Becky I so enjoyed reading your posts. So happy for you and glad about your wedding!!!! This is your rainbow baby.

BeckyBozeman October 24th, 2011 07:13 PM

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Thanks ladies... Lindsey it's amazing how different if feels, isn't it? I'm having all kinds of different feelings than I did last time. Including a pretty funny moment of terror when I was watching births and realized that "Holy crap! I'm gonna have to do that!" :p I never even got that far in my brain last time!

JessP October 24th, 2011 08:06 PM

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That is wonderful. Hold onto those good feelings.

StaceygirlPa October 25th, 2011 08:24 AM

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I agree hold onto those good feelings. I have been feeling real good about everything also.

*SamF* October 25th, 2011 08:45 AM

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That is so awesome Becky!!!

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